英语作文《my old days》

英语作文《my old days》

Clear water shore,on horseback,always regain confidence yesterday,don't let the wind.
The recent mood is very dull,much a few minutes also be agitated and upset,some people like spring,like
the spring season
,I don't like spring,too short; By contrast more like the long winter,winter is the simplest and the most quiet,but there
are
a lot of people don't like it,the love of people each not same.
In winter,I like to choose a go out to run in a sunny day,the sun hung high sky,the sun in winter is the most warm and the sunshine in the body is very comfortable,very lazy again,your shadow is too long,the shadow of wintry day is lonely,is single; Like a person the feeling of walking on the road,steadfast and free,wrapped in his long black coat,wearing a bright red scarf,drooping hands in your pocket,watching other people's footsteps,along the way is always in a hurry,perhaps because strange,will not
stop
his steps,innumerable strange faces,
passed
countless times,remember the bund in Shanghai,there is always a sea of people,the flow of people will be conveyed to keep moving forward,you have to move with the flow of traffic your pace,now this society is very busy,is multifarious,on the contrary I less the momentum,can't say that they have no pressure,just used to use words to describe your life,but it is not realistic.
Suddenly remember my dad once very seriously said to me one word - "real life,is not the man you simply write a few pen,you have to learn more real,more realistic".This sentence really touches to my heart,remember just
came
out from the school,in a strange city,also learn to work,at the time the in the mind have a very bitter,very bitter,because accident mother worries about the surgery,also need to learn to a personal life,a person to go to work,to face the things he had never contact,began to feel very not used to work,colleagues of different ages,doing his own weight to doesn't matter,in the face of their own tough boss,that time
quick
adult yourself,but in the black of night,he would secretly hide in the quilt cry,pick up the phone every time want to listen to the distance a parent's voice,but his was put back again,because I know that mom is still in hospital,dad will worry about her,toil; So I stubborn dry tears of his hands.Once,twice,three times...Wait until his fourth time,learned to hide his tears,thinking:'take good care of yourself,no longer let father hold a heart more for me,I have to pretend to be strong,I be afraid to answer the phone call dad,I do miss them,I very want to tell him about his grievances,but I can't,because my mother accident after surgery,is hard to recover,I also afraid I can't help but tears,will SOB,can say a word,I learn to strong,learn to give yourself a smile,learn to accept the baptism of reality,I can do.
Go to work,is the sunrise and sunset,day after day,I learned and between colleagues to get along with different ages,back to love smile of the face; Work just 18 years old at that time of I,really,is also very tired; But learned to insipid life,learn to strong,learned to look at your face hotspots,learn to understand,learn to grow up,learn to use strong words to tell the distance to stay in hospital's mother,learn to manage their own life; I understand,know the parents of hard; I see,see the sunrise and sunset in the simple life.Learned to flatten his own point of view,changes of the acceptance,then I am the most confident; Black night,no longer alone,crying,but sat in wait,scrawled record dribs and drabs,inadvertently see can contribute on the company's group,so oneself in a quiet night,penned his comprehension,with a
cool
heart,his articles to draft box,step-by-step live from day to day time,is about a month later,the company inside publish newspaper hair down,thank you see your own,your own words are issue to the above,light smile,next to a colleague quipped "didn't you see oh,you write good"; For me,everything is strange,everything is a new change,new life; Only remember his love words,once the arts
is
,he is good at this.I continue to write the words every month,continue to contribute,and continue to get first prize,when 30,one hundred,two hundred yuan of money paid into my hand,to take a is envious of others,but I was cool,quiet,the heart can not stand a little waves; Because it is my life,my thoughts,my sad all went into the between the lines,don't use
bright
technique to reveal their own grief,expose their own state of mind.Used to hide your true feelings,use vague and pale words to express their mood,perhaps only I can understand that can understand what a faint heart of suspension.
Once experience,once sad,let me more calm in the face of your life,but never really change; I am more yearning forest the householder's life,is so comfortable; Detachment,affection of the pursuit of the heart of the free and easy,I also know that people say I'm in the noise of the escape from reality,to own life is not responsible for; But this moment right now
prefer
quiet beauty,dark night,even if lonely,wounds is single,or quietly pursuing this simple quiet
Perhaps because of these experiences,oneself imperceptibly always much a few minutes feelings,or he is a perceptual person,but I sometimes think it is a sign of a person to grow,even if there is no real change yourself,but your thinking is mature; A person,a thing can let oneself grow,the coordinates of life,people are really can't help you,only you again and again to feel,to use the idea of reality,change your life; I know why I become negative,because I did not dare to face the real you,have
a
idea,can't the courage to make their first step,is the heart is the magic at work; Perhaps we are all with an envious to think of others,while ignoring their own heart,we are not stupid,just we see other people's success,but forget myself walking; We are not stupid,just don't want to go to challenge their own perseverance,I clearly know oneself is erratic,any small thing could damp down his confidence; Don't have the courage to face life,there is no strength to take responsibility for their own failure,may be thinking of many,and doing less; I know my own shortcomings,but the but again not to change,finally is left is a sigh sigh...
Now,I am 20 years old,the age,confident but pass away; Now I have the time to change myself,but always have no confidence in this step; Last year was because my head empty,chose the class,but I find that more time,their use in other places,will pay attention to JOLIN,focus on some articles network,more is the QQ chatting with friends,most is a SOB exclamation,negative mood,no aura of words,I sometimes really hate their,accustomed to use words to record their life,but addicted to text of unreal,forgotten its status quo,his own life,your future depends on what kind of life; Rarely open their books,exercise their own problem sets,remember there's a phrase is Betterlatethannever.But it seems I really have no real change,I also didn't pay a practical action; Can't see yourself back to the past,also should not think how the status quo,
blame
their own life,the biggest enemy is yourself,now is to eliminate their negative attitude,change the decadent,shift your point of view,I'm still young,should make efforts to himself,certain line,do the real quiet,I find myself playing undead spirit.
At this moment,the heart is very calm,but a bit sad,always think there is tomorrow,tomorrow still forget his other thoughts,learn to change; But I now know how stupid,live
in the moment
,live for today,not by time old man to the innumerable illusory tomorrow,don't say more,but less do; That will only make hate themselves childlike,his folly; In this moment I love my family more,their friends,and learn to love yourself.
Life and many need to own a person to face,of course also should be more cherish
each and every one
around you,even every day in the life of the traveler,because we don't know tomorrow,in the future,also to meet these people yesterday?