英语翻译A long message.Only now can see.Feel a little funny!Writ

英语翻译
A long message.Only now can see.Feel a little funny!Written by breaking up sentiment kinda deep!
But a close look to see the content you write has some doubts,for your so-called "love her." I think you said that some of deceiving themselves and others!You asked your heart do?You really love her?You let her have seen your love?Not!No!Your so-called "love" to someone else just seems one thing,but the "true love" is not just saying one,nor is it fantasy all day long.It is a responsibility and role!Is a concern for a tolerant,
You say you naive to think she would come back to you,we should allow her to return to your side is that you do so naive?You've never let her stay at your side,but also how to say back?
You understand the helplessness of her do?She did not leave you the blessing of silence Can not you let her bitter curse you?Perhaps the ultimate power of interpretation is only yourself.或许.You do not love her!Perhaps as "passers-A" I am not qualified to bargain with you in this "love." But,the occasional passing people see your childishness!Perhaps you see this,then do not understand that it is for this reason that I like to write,but still good friends!I hope you able to stand the test of "love" in exchange for a more intense affection!I wish you luck!
Finally,I would like to express she said.I love you!But I refuse to love you!

一段很长的话.只是在现在看到,感觉有点滑稽!有点儿深深破坏情绪的情况下写下!
但看您写的内容,仔细的审视有一些疑义.您所谓的“爱她”.我认为您说的是在欺骗他们和其他人!您要求您的心做?您真正地爱她吗?您让她看了您的爱?没有!不是的!您所谓的“爱”对别人似乎是一件事,但是“真实的爱”不是说一话这么简单,亦不是整天幻想.它是责任和角色!是宽容的关心.
您说您天真认为她会回来您你身边,我们应该允许她回来到您的边是因为您做得很天真?您有从未让她逗留在您的深边,又如何这么说?
你了解她这样做时的绝望和无助吗?她没有留下沉默的祝福,为什么您不能让她的苦涩诅咒您?或许解释的最后力量只有你自己.或许,您不爱她!!或许作为“传球手”我没有资格与您讨论这种爱.但是,你偶然碰见的人会看出您的幼稚!或许您看见这段话,仍然不理解为什么我愿意这么写.但我们还是好朋友!我希望您能经受“爱”的考验以交换更加强烈的爱!我祝愿您幸运!
最后,我代表她说.我爱你!但是我拒绝爱你!